I am hurt by you ! I really feel like giving up everything and just end my stupid life ! But wad will happen to my mum ? She would be hurt she will be sad . I rather to hurt myself thn hurting you ! I wanted to trash things out with you and ask you wad have happen to bit you just ignore me , I ask loads of people to help me ask you for a talk but you just ignore ot again , no one knows tht my heart is bleeding and no one know my heart have broke into million of pieces . You said you understand but this are all lies ! I cry th whole since in th afternoon after I talk to you . Do you know tht ? I really feel like slaping you and hit you but I just can't ! I don't have th courage to hit you but instead I cry infront of you . You just walk away wad th hell do you wan me to do ? wad th hell are you thinking about ? I text you lots of message but you reply none of thm . I tried many ways to talk to you to solve our problems but you don't want to . Do you really want to break th frindship ? Thn let's break th frindship , I know if we break th friendship I will be very sad but all tht don't matters wad matters is tht you are happy and you are satisfied . I don't want you to be hurt I don't want you to be sad , instead just let me be th one who is hurt and sad because no one care and no one know you too ! You lie to me ! lots of time but did I sae anything ? NO ! I didn't all I did is just to smile and let it off . i didn't know tht you are tht kind of person but are you really this type of person ? I choose not to believe it do you know tht your lies are much more hurt thn those people who don't treat me as freind and those who betray me do you know tht? I don't think so ! If you know you won't hurt me this much ! wad are you thinking about ?I really want to know !

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