Yeah , i'm living in hell ....
I'm suffocating and feel like dying ,
no one will understand how th fxck i feel ...
been throwing things and throwing temper at ppl x:
Thts bad and i know ! But wht else can i do ? NTH !
Crying ? Yeah maybe tht sound nice
but crying cant solve anyt same as throwing things !
wht for put up a fake smile and smile to everyone around me ?
i have enough of all these ! No one know wht i wan ...
wht i wan are simple , i need a listening ear thts all .
But who can be my listening ear ? think in this world only 3 person...
These 3 , maybe not th best friend/person to you ppl out thr ,
but thy are very important to me , thy help me before
and tht help was a great help tht i have ever felt !
Thy are kind enough to ask me how am i feeling whn i down/low ...
I dont know wht i can do to repay thm , thy are really th best !
I felt tht i am so useless , idk how to help thm ,
idk wht i'm suppose to do right now ...
useless bum rosabella soh yin bing !